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gnimaerdI need to learn to stay away from all-things Robin Hood shaped, I REALLY do.
But every now and again, I get this masochistic desire to check the robinhood2006 news section, or read interviews or just... ugh.
Is it sad that the whole thing still REALLY depresses me?
I was just reading stuff over there again and I just... can't... I can't FATHOM my show any more. It's NOT my show. The show I got such genuine pleasure out of watching and fangirling over every week is GONE and there's no way for me to claw it back. It's NOT salvagable for me - it just isn't. And it's not even as if I just naturally lost interest and it went away with me still be able to be nostalgically happy about occasionally reading fic or catching up on the latest plot arc or looking at picspams; everything to do with the show - even the old episodes - bothers me massively now. It's like the whole fandom got poisoned and now EVERYTHING is ruined. It shouldn't be - I should still be able to enjoy everything up to the series 2 finale; but I CAN'T.
I really dread what will happen when the third series starts. I will have to SERIOUSLY avoid any and all trailers/interviews/squeeing because man, it's just.too.sad. And I HATE that I'm so emotionally entangled with a TV SHOW (that I got that emotionally entangled to begin with), but there it is. I can't get over it.
Why the hell can't I get over it?
But every now and again, I get this masochistic desire to check the robinhood2006 news section, or read interviews or just... ugh.
Is it sad that the whole thing still REALLY depresses me?
I was just reading stuff over there again and I just... can't... I can't FATHOM my show any more. It's NOT my show. The show I got such genuine pleasure out of watching and fangirling over every week is GONE and there's no way for me to claw it back. It's NOT salvagable for me - it just isn't. And it's not even as if I just naturally lost interest and it went away with me still be able to be nostalgically happy about occasionally reading fic or catching up on the latest plot arc or looking at picspams; everything to do with the show - even the old episodes - bothers me massively now. It's like the whole fandom got poisoned and now EVERYTHING is ruined. It shouldn't be - I should still be able to enjoy everything up to the series 2 finale; but I CAN'T.
I really dread what will happen when the third series starts. I will have to SERIOUSLY avoid any and all trailers/interviews/squeeing because man, it's just.too.sad. And I HATE that I'm so emotionally entangled with a TV SHOW (that I got that emotionally entangled to begin with), but there it is. I can't get over it.
Why the hell can't I get over it?
